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Timothy Richardson
(Selections from)
From the Dance
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31 Dialogues on the progress of love based on the "I Ching, Book of Changes"
I
Difficulty at the Beginning / Youthful Folly
(Adolescent or First Love)
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He: |
. . . as your eyes rise to mine and wreathe my spine. |
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She: |
My pounding chest makes flesh want to cave in, |
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batters shores of thought with mounting blood, |
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engulfs my crumbling nerves in a flood of scenes. |
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He: |
They swell in all my veins creating means. |
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She: |
Yet, only in the shallow pull and wash, |
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we must explore our deeper parts to be-- |
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He: |
Watching your unshackled soul watch mine? |
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She: |
No! To gain that knowledge would divide us. |
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The fruit of shame is picked before you know. |
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Wait by my door. Do I so eat your heart? |
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He: |
Love takes you in its arms and balanced stars . . . |
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II
Waiting / Conflict
(The frustration of parental interference)
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He: |
. . . so blinded by desire to kiss the hour |
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blessed by towers of light in stained glass meadows, |
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far from the snakes my mother wears for hair. |
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She: |
And, in your stomach's pit, know her house rots? |
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He: |
Thirst clouds the face I try to shine on her. |
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She: |
You don good moods to hide mere emptiness? |
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We're through if you have nothing more inside-- |
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He: |
I will if her gray twilight dawns on us! |
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She: |
And rising pride will overwhelm its dream. |
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He: |
Though once she, now I'm too much i' the sun. |
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The masks of truth envelop truth in sorrow; |
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to put an end to masks is all I want . . . |
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III
The Army / Holding Together
(A friend's death brings awareness of dust)
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She: |
. . . now, my friend lies here in the wet of mourning. |
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He: |
Love empties to perfect its cavity. |
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She: |
As sparks are flung into the swallowing air |
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or flashes from a music box's prongs, |
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we vanish in a case of solitude, |
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under deepening ages heaped with shades, |
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to suck the mother of beauty's shriveled breast |
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and hear our voices melt into the roar |
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inhabiting a shell's exhausted chaos, |
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echoing silently in her still heart. |
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He: |
All, through turns opposite, turns infinite. |
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She: |
The flesh is left reflecting nothing more . . . |
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IV
The Taming Power of the Small / Treading
(She tries to tame his strong desires)
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He: |
. . . think you are smooth as any marble nude, |
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create a loveliness clustering clouds of lust |
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that press against the spokes of satisfaction. |
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She: |
I fear acts bending in such gusty thoughts. |
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He: |
You ache for rain as much as I, want time |
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to let your dress slip from your back and stop. |
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I want to see your fiery points spread out, |
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want destiny to throw us off the end. |
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She: |
And break the barrier of symmetry? |
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He: |
There is no sorrow at a pinnacle |
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that leaves you floating like the lightest mist |
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about to rest on petals so entranced . . . |
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V
Peace / Standstill
(Spring love moving into fall and winter)
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He: |
. . . ripping lush feelings from emotional beds |
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whose roots entwine the depths to tap love's rush, |
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know nothing of the heap of dust they're in. |
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She: |
I watch the dew appear on wreaths we wear, |
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every several pearl bejeweling thought, |
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grief falling in the sparkling moat of drops. |
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Yet, this night, which softens our soul's plight, |
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will pass. Sense and memory will yellow |
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and burgeon music in deserted goblets. |
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He: |
A seasoned mood, so tapestried with harvest, |
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will dress in white to purge heat's masquerade; |
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although, beneath the hills of flesh, veins run . . . |
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VI
Fellowship with Men / Possession in Great Measure
(The love between them grows into love of the world beyond)
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He: |
. . . and, like a flaring flame that makes no smoke-- |
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She: |
One whose fires thicken darkness God denies-- |
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He: |
The sight of you consumes my heart, kills shadows |
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sneaking in the cathedral of my ribs, |
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opens the hate I keep my brother in. |
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Above the peaks philosophy imagines, |
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my soul is free to roam His thoughtless realm; |
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the conscious self is lost in no self wholes |
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beginning to sing as only muses can |
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about the path before me you lay down. |
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She: |
And we undo the honeyed middle of night? |
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He: |
The happier paradise within is knowing . . . |
(return to top)
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